its just something that happens
as you grow up. you realize its less
important to have more friends and '
its more important to have real ones
- Laguna Beach -
i hope you watched laguna beach last night ;)
i watch it happen everyday day in and day out, i walk around and try to figure out what this is about, things will happen you will see no matter what u do, u cant change the people you know cuz they dont have the strength to. u fall, u cry you complain and stomp and make all kinds of noise. ur stance is lousy and shows no means of any significant poise. i cry myself to sleep knowing what the day will bring, the yelling and the screaming i force myself to sing.. i sing a quiet and strong little lullaby, i sing it for all the little kids and tell them not to cry. and never give up and think strong no matter what you do, and all the kids that pick on you say hey it could happen to u.
katy wrote that.. its amazing
im so sick of all the screaming it puts me into fiery. it try to run out of this house and it leaves me in a hurry. you start to make me feel upset and tell me i cannot leave. you shove me and push me around. you tell me its all my fault and not to make a sound. i keep it all in as the days pass by knowing you made me mad. "your mothers gone" you say, to make me feel bad. SHUT UP i scream. trying to make it all go away. the voices saying in my head leave, you cannot stay. so i run and run.run far away. ends up, im still here in this same dark place.
so that sucks.. but i wrote it...
  
  
  
 
  
 
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thats all boys and girls!